Christmas=disappoinment
Ok, the one thing i wanted for Christmas/My birthday (yes my birthday is on Christmas day) was a ring from my boyfriend who i have been with for four years, not and engagement ring, but just an “i love you” ring. Well that didnt happen, but the thing that sucks the most was that his mom got one from her boyfriend of 11 years. OMG, i dont think i can wait around for eleven years with no commitment. i mean we live together, have a joint checking account, have a cat, and share bills. All i want is a friggin ring…then on christmas when i was balling my eyes out, after his mom flaunted her ring he asked me what was wrong and when i told him he just kinda stared st me, and then said hes not gonna get me one just because i want one…i dont understand…and to make things even more horrible is that EVERYWHERE i look i see stuff about rings. i watch the nanny and the one where they get engaged was playing last night and i almost died, and 2 people i know got engaged…his mom is 40 and JUST got a promise ring…11 years and just a promise ring….i do not want to be 40 and not be married…i just dont know what to do. i love him and will never wanna be with anyone else..i guess all i can do is wait. :(
